Freakin' hell.....=.= (BIZARE!!)

huh~morning!!!!!

I cant belive this.....you actually having a crush on me???!!!Gosh..darn it!!!!! you said the roumer since form 1 is true...but you've liked.....4-5 girls in 2 years....this year you like one of my friend...=.= then yesterday you tell me that you're having a crush on me......and the roumer is true???=.=....you said im not goin to talk to you anymore....I found that a great idea...y'know why??....I'll tell you why.... :

Sk ask you "you like carmen is it??"
you shouted "no!!!!!" really loud at her....what's your problem??????

and yet yesterday you send me this:

"ha ha but u c how 2 find:-@ nobody in skul is like u..Ican find ppl like sly,jas,bin,jun n other but u, I cant..or havent meet so weird y"

Carmen tis is wat i said,i wanna say tat I can find ppl who r like sk,jas,bin,jun n other(their personality)but u i cant find..I mean ualways stand up 4 ur frenz u r so caring u help ur bro all the time...who does tat i said i wanna find some1 like u but look..will there b any1 like u??..indrirectly im saying tat i like u...ok idont no wat 2 say rmb last yr i ask u out 2 transformer 2 u were the 1st person i ask n when we went to yca ppl say i like u well tat was true but ididnt wanna ask u out cuz i was afraidtat we wouldb frez at all..u c when u called me last yr u were worried as a friend n i dont wanna lose some1 like tat but i guess u wouldnt talk 2 me...fyi i thought u no me..I hardly use foul words i use the word f*** less than 10 my whole life i said

damn it

What the hell????.... I selpt at 3amthis morning...on fb donno what to do...then this morning,which is now...I woke up at 8 am....suddenly I thought of many things.....things just flew into my brain when I type the message you sent. I found lies......haha....gosh..please lar..dont try to lie to me.....huh....seriously I kinda loose trust of you......I think you're a liar...=.=a stupid on who doesnt know how to lie and yet he did.....

O-kay...I have no idea what the truth is.... you've been crushing on my friends..and your friends...in these 3 years and yet you tell me..you're having a crush on me since form 1....==what on earth are you tellin' me??!!!

One hint: Dont be a liar.....to me if its so obvious...so dont lie..If you wanna lie...please be smarter, make a lie that I wouldnt find out like this..==Please..you suck at lying to me..I dont know for the others...but I have this hunch that you suck at lying to all my mates too.....

seriously I dont get you..why the hell dont you tell me in class???I you're sscared then dont even try to confess..== I like friends who're straight.....who doesnt hit around the bushes....but you..??tce....

I dont know why after I thought you sooooo many darn things..you didnt even bare in mind,that's what I saw....example:

#1:

I ask you not to be so stric on my mates....my friends..or the other students.... and yet you confoscate xiao jun/wen siang's cards.....you gave them three short seconds..I still remeber how you said..."3!2!1!..gimmie the cards now!"...what the hell are you doing!!!!!!!! I regret for not stopping you..Im sorry guys..I didnt help....==To forgive people is to forgive yourself..but you're doing neither one....==

#2:

Do not use your freakin prefect power to teach sk your freakin lessons...see waht did you did..:

that time when sk was asking you to tell us what did you ment by 'there's 2 meanings'...you told her "who do you think you're controling?" I was freaked out...what the hell are you telling my friend..that moment I started to get so angry that I felt like kicking your ass!!!!==then she ask"can you please tell??you're not helping"...I'll never believe that you said"Im not your dog.."WHAT THE HELLLL!!!!!!!Darn it !!! you're such a freak!!!!!!

I've tried to ask friends to not hate you..I told them I didnt found you hardto go with...you're not that bad afterall......but I guess I was wrong......

I cant belive that you're such a...a..I dont know how to DISCRIBE your freakin' eveilness......Jas was thinking did she and Sk inffluence me for disliking you???I thinked properly....carefully.....clearly...seriously...they're not influencing.....Its true form the heart!!!=.=

huh..I guess it's that much for today...well...I will still TRY to not IGNORE or HATE you..dont know I can even pass myself...=.=

I wish you'll FREAKIN' change your attitude...which I dont even belive that you CAN....=.=...........