Fat fat fat!!

I'm pregnant!!! My husband is food!!! OoO... My babies are made of fats, oil,rice,chicken!!!

Im so fattttt!!!!!!!! urgggghhh!!! fat fat fat fat fat!!!! How can I get those fats away from me??? T.T

I'm so going to go for abortion!!!!! arrrrrhhh!!!!!!

1.10.2010
10:25am

Please. wake me up from this nightmare...

I have bad exam results....
Going to Australia and Science stream is a no no...

Kuku said she may want me to change to Sri Kl...
This is a bad thing to hear,for me though..cause I dont wanna go to Sri Kl...I wanna go to Aus...there isnt a big difference...why not go to aus????

This year about March or April....I told her I dont wanna go to Aus anymore but I'll still try my best to get good results...because of financial problems...
It's hard for me to say "I dont wanna go to Australia" because I waited for 3 freakin years....but still she said money aint the BIG issue....she still wants me to go...then after a few months..she told me that I can choose my own school this year end...and now..she said she found a quite nice school...Sri Kl....Im still going to be in M'sia....T.T

I just wish these are all my dreams...My nightmare..and I'll wake up one day....will I??
Happy b'day Xiang..


30.9.2010
10.34am

ishhhh

.Life is complecated larr.....

Why? i dont want...
I dont want my stuff to interfere your life....
This is my problem...
Maybe everthing will work out...
yeah..

. Dont like the way things work!

such a piece of crappy shit..==

.Watch Step Up 3D the second time with friends!!!!

Xuen
Jing
Joyi
Xiang

happy o....hee hee!!!!

.thanks

Thanks Kel!!!!!!!!!!
love ya..heehee..

25.9.2010
11:08pm

The feeling's gone now...

The Love Story.
Hahaha...teasing Fish and Quib is so funn!!
Guess what?! Jas and I found out that they're F&N!!! hahaha><
Fish is worried 'bout the longlivity of their relationship...well, I guess they wont break up..if both of them are loyal.. :) Wish you guys luck!!!
xoxo^^

That feeling for you is gone now....I guess. :)
I was over the moon when you reply my message...
I text: hey,um..sorry for being annoying last year..are we still friends??
you replied: sure:)
Then we text a few more message and you wanted to study...
The moment I ask you are we still friends..the feeling faded off..weirdly...
so I guess Im really over you and I just wanted to FRIEND you...:)

Exam suckkks.
Huh!! my history...It's totaly screwed...==

My life has changed in a weired way...

Hmm...

Im 15 this year...
Im going to be 16 already...
honestly this is the worst year of my life..
I loved you. gave up. and love you...again..


You guys are my good friends...
But the way you guys treat your relationship between friends are...scary
Im sorry...I was scared. thought that I have mental problem.Not joking.
Thought that I'll die...But thank god I didnt..I dont wanna die...It's to scary..
I tried to tolerate..but to you guys whatever I do is always wrong...*shrug* I tried to ignore what you guys think 'bout me...(well it's always a bad thing,that's why Im trying to ignore the unplesant feeling)but everytime I tried to ignore...y'guys think Im ignoring you...huh..

I tried to not quarrel with you guys and just let you guys get pissed off at me anytime you want....like Im a very flexible puppet..well seriously I dont mind. As long as you guys are satisfied.

I tried to ask what's goin on when you're pissed at me(cause I seriously dont know what on earth did I do wrong)..you choose to not tell...
I'm confussed with my life.

Life shouldn't be like that.

We should enjoy and smile always.

I love to smile. Does anyone know that? I really love smiling...but I cant any more. I actually dont FEEL like smiling. what's wrong with me? Can someone tell me?
I really wanna be me. The girl who lovvees to smile,a lot. I failed.

My life has changed.
But I dont want it this way.
Please.
Can someone tell me Im not crazy?
Can someone tell me I can be the me who think life rocks??
Can someone tell me that I'm not hated?
Can someone tell me they can help me?
Can someone tell me I'm strong?
Can someone tell me I'm a good friend instead of hating me all the time?
Can someone always love me?
Can someone tell me I have a very very stable friendship with my best friend?
Can someone just help me?
Just save me from drowning into a miserable world where things changed awkwardly,unplesantly...?
Save me from this unrealistic world of hate......



18.9.2010
10:19pm

Confused feelings . LOVE

Guess what?? Quib is with Fishh^^ haha!! Good Luck guys!! Lovve ya both!!


Everyone's having a mate...hmmm...how does it feel like? haha^^ It's stupid..I'll never get to experience it anyways... blek><

YOU...
I still love you :) I guess... haha
I dont know what's wrong with me..I still love you. but, I dont care if you talk to me or ignore me any more... *shrug* this is weired... but still it's nice to have this feeling so that I can be friends with you by not annoying you :) haha.... hmm...

18.9.2010
7.52pm

whYY must you exist to make my life miserable?

Gawddd I dont hell want to fall in love with you again..please..I tried so frikin hard to forget and now...you reappear in my dreamss...T.T

Exams proved that Im a failiur...

This is effing stupid mannnnn!!!! I suuuckkk!!! T.T How am I going into science streammmm?!!!! How on earthhhh, am i freakin goin' into SCIENCE STREAM!????? T.T save me mamah!!! oouuugghh!!!!



SCIENCE STREAM . SCIENCE STREAM . SCIENCE STREAM . SCIENCE STREAM .






17/9/2010
10.32AM

Dont wanna...

TOP NEWS!!!
(haha..not really actually...)

The Highest stage of the relationship between boys and I are till BEST FRIENDS or BROTHERS... no more...:) dont believe in soulmate thinggy.... :P