Confused@.@

yeay Im happy today...
Naquib has become my bff^^cool eh??he always is but...
we didnt really noticed it so..now...we'd be bffs^^

nite..

Merry Christmas^^

Hey Y'all..Merry Christmas^^ School's gonna start soon...1 more week to go....huh..Im happy that I can go back to school^^ I can meet my friends again^^ Two sad things...1st:I am studying in JR3F..I dropped class..huh..its okay...
2nd: My friends and i are going to be seperated..huh..but we still can meet each other rite^^..
1 good thing is....I can meet new friends....haha....

18th,19th,20th..Camping^^

Hey babes!!! Carmen in the hause' ...going for camping at Port Dickson...yea...for 3days and 2 nights....Im leaving tmr at 7 in the morning...goin g to my cousin's house then, walk with her to "shi fu's"house to gather with the other campers and we're gonna sit the bus..yea...coming back after 3 days...gonna miss y'all^^muaks..have a nice holiday friends!!



XOXO....
Carmen<3

Addicted>.<

I cant Belive that I'm actually addicted to C.S.O(Crazy Shooter Online)...which is a so called boy game....haha...you'll have weapons(ex:guns..bom,knife)cool eh?Today is my 1st time playing this game!! y'all can try it out>.< some girls play too^^I find it interesting...I'm very bad at playing C.S.O,which made my brother fall asleep Zzz...Cuz I totaly suck at it...but Im gonna be good later..I think just gimmie some time...haha

love y'all>.<

Had fun

OWh Hong Kong is a great place..Disneyland is fun...I like space mountant and buzz lightyer only....^^ a little of winnie the pooh...I like the deco inside>.< cute...and the way they swing you ...you'll feel like a ....child...nice..haha

Excited!!Yeah baby!!

Woah!!! I'm sooooo excited...My bff--Young is coming to my house this evening til next wednessday!!!!!yeah~~~
I suppose we're gonna watch "xia dao xiao"...yeah~~
extremely EXCITED....>.<

Morning~

Huh.rise and shine baby!!!!!
My bro went for school exams today....He's having exam to go in to my school...Kuen Cheng~
Hope he did well...
My morning today is okay^^

Friendship...

Why is friendship soooooo complecated?....manythings happen this month....its so called not-a-really-happy-month for me...My bffs were so close together....but slowly 4 to 3... 3 to 2....even other friends of mine asked us what had happened....we were so close together but why suddenly....'PUFF'....done..gone far far away.....like we've no idea what jst happened......


Can anyone tell me what is FRIENDSHIP really like??Is it complicated to u guys?Is it suffocating?Hard to maintain?Difficult to continue to be together?Can anyone answer my questions? The dictionary doesn't have a good explination though...


What is love like?....The explination of the dictionary is stupidly simple.....
but i already know what does it mean!!!^^so i'm happy for this question....but not the one above...still struggeling for major help!!!!pls...if anyone could tell me...answer my questions...please....

I hate it when I'm SAD...Its like the whole world got darken.....tht feeling is SO BAD.....I love it when I'm HAPPY.....everything seems PERFECT when I'm happy....but i dont know my feelings now...should i be HAPPY or SAD????
My bffs all going away....seperating.....we do have many happy memorise...do we?jst a LITTLE sadness.....HAPPINESS ALWAYS COVER UP SADNESS....BUT why?why dont i understand my feelings now?nobody hates me...(for the moment)but i hate myself(for the moment)...i cannot help to maintain our friendship....it's got 2 BIG holes....deep holes...can i cover the holes?with sand?mud?flour?ink?water?stones?cotton?paper?.....I'm really hopeless....useless too.....why cant i mend things back?why cant i fix it up...why must we get hurt?

I made this stupid song.....dont care if it rymes or not....(jst to get rid of my painful feelings...)[but i dnt think it'll help much...]Please give some comment....(even if it sucks!!)
Title:Sinking Friendship

Its so hard to maintain a friendship,

must we all get hurt?

Why is thins painful thing,

happening to us?

Its like a sinking frindship,

drowning into the sea!

It doesnt feel good,

breaking up you and me~

Have you forgotten,

the memories we had?

we were exploring our friendship,

like its never gonna end!!!

woah!!!!yea! yea! yea! yea!

Its like a sinking friendship,

tht i'll never forget!

I hate this feeling

which I cant help to make it back!!!

OHHHHH!!!!NO! NO! NO! NO!

Its like a sinking friendship,

tht we'll never bring it back.

It feels like its drowing

deep-down-under-there-----

This was a really short one...really hope tht this will NEVER happened to anyone of US...always tolerate ur best friends in a GOOD way....always be honest to each other...promiss that you all will never seperate...or ELSE....the metal doctor is goin to be VERY busy with u guys...haha..

night^^

xoxo,

Carmen

Hey guys Carmen's Back....!!!

Hey dudes!!!!Miss ya guys....huh~i've forgotten the privious blog password...soooo soorryyyy.....so..I'm gonna start a new one now...prmiss I'll not forget it anymore..haha...