s0mtimes life's just slimply......stupid.

gah...dont feel like typing now....type at the next post

Not having diet to be skinny but doing exercise to be fit!!! :)

I over used my credit again...:P

Im fat!!! arrrggghhh...I cant fit my favourite jeans anymore....T.T cus Im too fattttt....T.T I going on diet....not actua;;y diet...but I gonado much more exercise tomorrow onwards!!! First I'll wake up at 6.30 and run on the running machine then I'll take my shower and go for tuition...then go for swimming after my tuition and then do hula hoo pbefore bed...I'll eat my meal but cut down the amount of rice.I'll still eat food I love and I'll just do more exercise.That's all.I just wish I could get fitter after holidays...

I have to get an average of more than 63...dont think I can even get close to that mark...but I'll have to try. I wanna get good results...please...Im gonna study hard...My friends are gonna help me out too...I love y'allll!!!!

Sometimes Im ment to be left out.things change...but my love for y'guys??Will never change......I guess...eveyb0dy is s0 talented and me?? Im like a piece of shit.I suck to be myself..Im just a loser that wont fit in...

I'll still try to smile...eventhough I dont really ment smiling....Im sorry...

Carmen
12:09am
6.6.2010

Life's harsh...

You made us worry..
you ruin everything..
you ruin seven people's life...
You made us sad...

what's the advantage??
Cant you just have a firm family??
why on earth must you ruin everything?!!

Midnight

Writing my blog at midnight seems okay for me...It's 1.01am now....I acnt sleep feel like doing my homework in my room....

Today.I feel useless...Im like a useless dumd ass sitting there waiting for people to give me all the well-done work by them....sejarah project..Jas ,jaycie and sk did well..only me,the useless brat! done nothing !!!....I just dont feel good today...This project is making me feel bad...seriously..I've DONE NOTHIHNG!!NOTHING AT ALL...

How I wish to have a computer in my room...huh...so I can have privacy...hmmm....

Most of my friends are going to enjoy their holidays...but not for me...Im not enjoying....We have exams after our holidays..how on earth am I gonna relax??!! I dont have a chance to....My mom would ask me to relax,but I just cant.

I dont know what's wrong with me today...dont feel well...and Im still not sleepy yet!!! gosh I wanna sleep...but how can I sleep when im not sleepy??

I was fixing my blog's skin this evening...gah...I was sooo lame....done the whole day and yet having the same skin..==