SWEET SIXTEEN

Im sixteen today onwards! :D excited.

Though today I didnt really had a really bizzare or special birthday like what the others would mostly do..cause it’s their sisteenth bithday,Im happy.flattered by all the wishes people gave me:D

I love you guys!thank y’all!

about the boyfriend thinggy? thanks my girls who cared and tell me that I’ll find one..but I dont think so…I dont really think that someone would actually waste his time just to try to break my strong thought off defensive love..:) you’ll see..noone’s bothered to do that!But Im totaly cool with it!:))

I love all of you! had a great time today!

Looove,

carmen

11:51pm

xoxo! night!

today

What a day..

TODAY was really worth living through though..

I cried in schoo..which was..stupid.
I was explaining what happend at home yesterday to my friends..
huh.
They're so good to me..
So good I really cant take it..
I love them!!!!!
you guys rawkk!!!
:')
I love you guys!


This is like a dream...
Just like a dream!
too nice to be true..
but it's true it's not awful..
there's either something wrong with me,or there's something wrong with the world..

I think im shutting up.
I showed to many feelings.
too many..
I shouldnt cry.
gawd.
I have to be strong.:)
thanks to all of you that consoled me today!
I feel betta.
I hope there wont be a next time...
:)
<3



Carmen
12:20am
10.2.2011

Up coming Valentines ...

Gawd darn it!
I've NEVER in my life ever cared about valentines.
LIke it's even....important...==??
untill something happened,now im darn nervous.
Gawd, why why why?....
Why must it be such a scary day? It's shhooooo scary!!!
Help!
I dont like it.
I act like a boy,gawd i even,almost,am one..
Im so boy-ish.why care about valentine.
Yeah,boys get dates and gift flowers..but..im physicly a gal...who CARES!!!!!!! T.T


Carmen
11:35am
8.2.2011