Nobody knows the pain I have in me..but I still try to smile in everything ,everytime,cuz Im cheered up when I see other friends smile with true happines...
Fighting with my LIFE isnt an easy thing...Its like falling down on sharp rocks EACH STEP I TAKE....
I try to think Im not crazy..But sometimes I just couldnt resist my thoughts...Im scared actually..im scared im not normal..but please..let me be normal....there are a few coinsidents:
#1:sleepless nights..(the worst night ive ever had was on...i forgotten lar the 4th day of school??..yea think so..I slept early..8.45pm...til 11 somthing i haent get to sleep yet..I twist and turn....try sleeping on the floor...try many posts..but it doent work so..I waited then I fell asleep..)
#2problem with controling my emotions..
#3not feeling well but dont know why..
#4somtimes EMO..(most of the times happens when Im alone..In my room...)
I listen to music to control everything..when I feel sad..I listen to music...when I'm happy..dance along..^^Even when I feel mad..I'l listen to music..that's why I say MUSIC ROCKZ MY LIFE....
Hope I wouldnt have any problems.....please..^^
Carmen
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