I have the feeling of crying...I dont know why...
I thought I was tha only person in tha world who has this kinda feeling..but I was wrong..ther're a few more close friends are like that to....
I hate it when my eyes produce tears even when I dont need them...huh...I like this phrase"nobody will know you better than yourself" this is so true !!! But I think my close friends know me fine...
I hate it when I cry...I have that feeling that my friends will feel "Carmen's cryin cuz she wants somebody to pity her.."...and that's bad...I dont want ppl to pity me...so I tried hell hard to hold my stupid tears from dripping outta my eyes...
But honestly...school is tha only place I can cry at...when I looked into Young's eyes....I cant stop my tears from rushing down...I always feel a little better after crying..but whatever feeling that made me feel like crying before...will come back in no time...
I wish to improve my english and my maners..I think I talk to loud and I keep shouting and screaming in class....I hate it..but I just cant help that crap to happen..so from now on..Im gonna force myself..to be polite...talk softly...and not to be so...so...bitchy??I dont know...
anyways...I hate it when I say "Har"instead of "sorry/pardon".....so I must change..It'll make me feel consoled if i'd changed....
just wish....
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