Soulmate

SOULMATE...

One thing that they'd said in Night World--the novel.

In reality..Does anyone believe in soulmate?? Will I meet mine?? It doesnt matter the age,the looks or if they're enemies...they're just MENT TO BE TOGETHER..they're SOULMATES...But of course,in the novel,where I read until,are all nice endings..because it's really hard to SEPERATE soulmates...REALLY HARD..

They said that, When soulmate found each other,they'll have this very very special feeling..like electric shock,I mean like when they LOOKED at each other DIRECTLY...
But,they can also feel something when they TOUCH..:) It's like magic..Nobody can control it:)

I would really wanna have THAT..:P

I would REALLY wanna know if ANYONE,in this world,have ever had that feeling... ??


Carmen
28.11.2010
8:08pm

Night World

Night world<3

Night world,is actually the name of 8 series of books.
I’m reading the 3rd book now..It’s really nice:)

I like Mary-Lynnette..Her character is exactly like mine:)..just maybe a LIL different.
The name ‘Night world’, also gave me a lil idea of myself..hmm..okay…see Night world,to me includes DARKNESS.COLD.PEACE.SAFETY.and the whole GALAXY above the sky… really..It feels nice to even just THINK of it:)

Mary-Lynnette said that she felt safe at night..It’s like the night belongs to her..well that was what I was thinking before I read the 2nd book, where Mary-Lynnette only appear :)I wrote it here too…but I kinda forgotten the title..

I don’t know if anyone would ever think like me… Like this. Really, like if anyone could feel how I felt for the night…SO PEACEFUL…and NICE.

Owh right,
Late evening (about 7 o’clock, for Malaysia) Look up the sky, It’s very beautiful…Try looking at it EVERY eveningJ MEZMERIZINGJ AWsome. It is because the sky will change its colour and pattern every day…Really just try once, it’s lovely:)



Carmen
27.11.2010
6:00pm

Back to standard 4.amazing

I never thought that I would EVER havea chance to go back to Standard 4..



But,

I do:)

Im in Thai now..studying in a Standard 4 class.

Omgawd let me tell ya HOW AWSOME it is:)



Today's my 2nd day attending this school:) Learnt alot..but still Im not able to pronounce the words correctly,which is actually ALL WRONG..:P

Im trying my best to learn everything..


All those kids...they're sooo darn Friendly!! really!! I really really loved them..



The first day,

My brother and I went in to a class..then they were like all running out and looked in..o.o cute right??? haha..they're classroom,but they ran out and turn they're heads and looked from the window at us.:D



they the rest of the day was awsome:) got to learn a lot:) It was really fun!!

I met this girl, Yeng.

Cute and friendly:)Her father is a Malaysian,but she's Thai. So she knows a little Chinese. And she's a like the translator:)



And guess what?I fell in love with this 9 year old thai boy!!(though they're standard 4,they're still 9,they start school early:) )

Biea(I guess it's spelt that way,they write in thai though)

OHMY..like who wouldnt??:) drop dead charming!!He's got that freakin charming smile!!! omg why isnt he like 16??If he's freakin 16!!!I'll love him forever!! hahaXD

I'll post they're pictures;D



OKay..then the 2nd day,which is today...

I went to school and stuff..and he's like...y'know as usual,they stare:) like im special or something...well he looked at me,THA POINT ISsssss, when I found out. HE GAVE ME THAT SO-DARN-CHARMING-SMILE of his!! dang it!!! :D

Omg he's soooo assy cute!!!!!!

ugh!! hahaXD( getting high and bitchy,please dont mind,:P I dont think there's such awsome cute lil boy in M'sia)

Like really:) who wouldnt,be IN LOVE with such a cute 9-year-old-boy?? aaah:D

gonna dream of him:P



Owh and there's this gal name Cha Cha.

very cute too:) really:)



Arggghh they're ALL very cute!! It's just that I dont know all their names...but will soon know:D



Im souuu gonna take my camera to school tomorrow:)

Gonna freakin take pictures!!!

ma hobby:P

ahhhh!!!

Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.Biea.

aha..dont mind me:P



Carmen

10:44pm

Change...

Goin EMO

I guess I'll be going EMO again.
Like seriously, I think EMO suits me..
Being happy all the time,doesnt mean that Im always that happy. It doesnt mean that I can always have happiness around me.
On the otherside,
Being EMO, I dont need to care about ANY emotions. Happiness may come to me and surprise me,but if it doesnt appear,I wouldnt get hurt again and again by UNhappiness.

EMO,
Can protect me from Harm AND UNhappiness.
Can keep me quite and slim too *wink* haha...

really...
All the combinations of the things I like leads,a lil, to EMO.
P/s: I JUst figured that out.

Though,
my type of EMO is not the VERY SERIOUS kind...
Mine is totally different,but still,counted as EMO.
I still talk and smile( when I feel like. Or when I have to. Or when happiness surprised me.)and eat chocolate(and try my best not to. cause I wanna be slim...get it?)and I dont know..Just,I'm still normal..but at the same time...abnormal...==(okay I really dont get what am I saying--) BY the way, that's what I wanted to be:D

Carmen
5:29pm
22.11.2010

Love.

Kissing your soulmate with THIS move is so dang AWSOME!!:D this is a Girl kissing a BOY...

THIS is a BOY kissing a Girl ;D

cool huh??:DD

Carmen

11:41am

22.11.2010

Darkness or Light? Cold or Hot?

Do you prefer Darkness? Or the Light??

Well I prefer darness...

I love night time...

I dont know why do I love the dark and the cold so much...

It's like everytime when night and darkness breaks in..I feel peace.

You'll have to be someone like me to feel it..I cant explain how much I love the dark...

I feel safe in the dark.

No one can see me.

So I know, that Im safer than there's anything to protect me...

And the breez of night time...

If feels so... comfortable :)

Night.Darkness.Cold.

Is my world.

Carmen

10:17am

22.11.2010